All these years, I have learnt not to care about the slightest bit of thing. At least I'm trying not to do that. I no longer find it necessary to please everyone. I'm selective to who I should show my genuine concern to. To those who truly understand me and accept me for who I am.
I know we all need to depend on others to survive. I know if I don't give much damn to some people who used to matter to me, I may lose that closeness and bond. But it can get really tiring, trying to guess and piece everything together. I guess there's probably no 'close' bonds between us to begin with.
I just hate that guilty or whatever you call it kind of feeling, or the need to make everyone happy sort of thing.